Love, Like, Dislike, Hate – Meditations on Gifts Part 1

I tried to make this a 5x5x5x5 but I’m taking so much time on the dislike/hate part.


Love
  1. I enjoy learning new skills by applying them. I learn best when under external pressure (I have billed the client already).
  2. I enjoy explaining things to people because it reassures me the level of knowledge that I have – or don’t have – and it forces me to compose my understanding to something that can be communicated.
  3. I enjoy seeing problems get solved with constructs of my design.
  4. I enjoy creating things as part of the process of learning new skills.
  5. I enjoy seeing my progress in mastery of the skill.
Like
  1. I like considering new point of views, trying to view something based on another level’s perspective. I ponder a lot; chewing upon thoughts like chewing gum.
  2. I like talking with other people if we’re talking about concepts or their informed opinions on things and how they’ve come to that opinion.
  3. I like experiencing new things and learning something about myself in the process.
  4. I like helping other people by giving them opportunities.
  5. I like planning out my day, my finances, my food – even though I need to work on the actual following the plan thing.
Dislike
  1. I dislike talking about mundane things. Can we just skip the small talk and get on with discussing deep stuff?
  2. I dislike social media because it’s distracting and it is a huge time and attention sink, not just for me, but also for other people.
hate
  1. I hate the feeling of lack of resources.
  2. I hate the feeling of rejection.
  3. I hate traveling.
  4. I hate not being able to keep my promises.
special mentions

I have a love-hate relationship with gaming. I like games because they’re mentally engaging. It triggers my min-max persona a lot. Anyone who’ve played with me will be able to tell you how much I get into games.

But games also triggers a sense of losing control on my part. That I just can’t stop myself. It’s an addiction.

There’s also a sense of waste when I play. I’ve invested so much time and effort into playing and I have nothing to show for my investment.